Lost In Thought

So I'm sitting here at work with nothing to do really, all the kids have gone home and I'm waiting for College Group to start at 7:30 (I got done with work at 5:00). So I'm just thinking to myself about so many different things that my minds a blank...wait is that possible? I don't know but that the way it feels. I've spent about 2 days trying to find someone on facebook that I'd only met once and hung with (well danced with) for about 30 minutes, I gave him my name to look up on facebook but he hasn't yet and I'm wondering why I spent so much time looking for him, I know that I wouldn't mind getting to know him a little more cause like I said the other day he seemed pretty cool. I don't know if it's the lack of human contact or if I'm just that bored down here, maybe it's both. Everyday it's the same (or just about the same) get up go to work, go home, do nothing, Mondays I got to Karate then sit with a bunch of little people till my brother gets out of Boy Scouts, Thursdays I go to Karate, my weekends and other nights are filled with nothingness or babysitting. There's nothing else really, every maybe 2 weeks I might go out...might. I don't feel like I have any real friends here beside my family. Most people I know are way younger or married. I need to find a life or at lest my life, it needs a jump start like an eclectic shock to the heart to restart it.

Good Times

Right now I'm about ready to fall over due to lack of sleep but I've had a really great weekend so I think I'll make myself a hot cup of Joe...speaking of Joe I met a guy last night at the Hard Rock and he seemed pretty cool. I was at the Hard Rock for my friend Jenn's "bachelorette" party, I say it in quotes cause her hubby to be was there, but it was still a good time. Joe and I danced towards the end of the night, probably when my poor feet were starting to hurt the most from wearing high heels all night, but still it was fun. I gave him my name and told him to look me up on facebook and I kinda hope he does it would be nice to hang out with some one. Well I think that's it for now, tomorrow starts another week so I'm going to try to get stuff done, haha.

Life?!

Right now for some reason I feel completely alive which is really nice seeing there has been a death and good many other hardships the past few weeks. There have been mountains to climb and sometimes finding the strength to keep climbing has been trying in it's self but I know that once I get to the top the view will be worth all the tears. I thank God in it all though because I've had people by my side and I've been able to be at people's side as well and that sometimes makes all the difference in the world. While I think that's it for now.